Nov
25
2009
Blog Break
Author: IntrospectWow, it’s been a few months since I last blogged. Since the last time I blogged.. my life has been pretty hectic. Right now I’m in the midst of arranging and running errands for my uncle’s funeral. It’s kind of depressing that this year instead of Thanksgiving we will be heading towards a funeral. I somewhat wanted to enjoy Thanksgiving still, but no one has the mood too. Not only that but we’ve practically sank most of our money into it. It doesn’t seem like it, but we’ve actually did. Running the errands alone has cost me more than 100 dollars in gas in less than 4 days. I’m not complaining because it’s well worth it. I’m just a little sad that now things will be different. My mom’s not the same, but then again who could blame her. On the surface it doesn’t seem like my mom is affected, but she is. Only us her children would know.
I’m glad that we are part of the Asian Culture. Not to mention, Lao & Cambodian one. You receive so much support and comfort from people around you. I will admit that I am sad, but I don’t show it. I was raised in a house hold where we just simply don’t cry. We can feel like crying, but our tears will be stopped by our will.
Though this all I am glad to have such a wonderful man by my side. He’s been my rock and emotional comfort in my hectic and emotional roller coaster of a life. We looked back at things and realized that our 3rd year together is nearing. Although it’s not a wedding anniversary, but this date means more to us than anything. It was January 22nd 2007 when he asked me,
“Hey you wanna have a test run relationship? If we think it won’t work we’ll go back to being mean to each other like we always have been, if not then we stay together.”
We’ve been through so much together in the past 3 years and our feelings gradually change, but they are never any less than they were when we first fell in love.
I’ll probably come back to blogging. I’ve missed it. After I settle some more things and after the funeral I will be a regular blogger.