I’m glad that we are part of the Asian Culture. Not to mention, Lao & Cambodian one. You receive so much support and comfort from people around you. I will admit that I am sad, but I don’t show it. I was raised in a house hold where we just simply don’t cry. We can feel like crying, but our tears will be stopped by our will.

Though this all I am glad to have such a wonderful man by my side. He’s been my rock and emotional comfort in my hectic and emotional roller coaster of a life. We looked back at things and realized that our 3rd year together is nearing. Although it’s not a wedding anniversary, but this date means more to us than anything. It was January 22nd 2007 when he asked me,

“Hey you wanna have a test run relationship? If we think it won’t work we’ll go back to being mean to each other like we always have been, if not then we stay together.”

We’ve been through so much together in the past 3 years and our feelings gradually change, but they are never any less than they were when we first fell in love.

I’ll probably come back to blogging. I’ve missed it. After I settle some more things and after the funeral I will be a regular blogger.